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Feb
23

So yesterday I was just at BYU at the Life, the Universe, and Everything convention. The attendance was incredible. I usually don’t get to go to these things because they fall right on a weekend near my middle daughter’s birthday, which is when the party has to be. But I asked this year if she would mind having it later. No problem for her, since otherwise a friend couldn’t attend.

Not only did I get to attend, I got to present. I talked about people being able to do 3D art in their own home now. There are several free programs out there, and communities forming around this new hobby. The funnest part of the presentation, for me, was the history of CG. I’ll have to do a post on that sometime. Unfortunately, the project didn’t talk nicely to my computer and we wound up presenting the powerpoint I’d created in an unfamiliar format where I couldn’t show the videos I had. Sadness!

John Brown was there, doing his “How to Write Killer Stories” seminar. Which is just cool and the second time I’ve gone. He’s been getting better at it. One of his assignments for us was to find 10-20 pieces of Zing… things that spark you, a day and write it down in a journal. I must admit, today I just kind of chilled and didn’t think about it. But I think I can scrape together 10 of them at least.

1. My daughters put on a concert tonight. It was hilarious!
2. Our puppy dog plays with her shadow and can jump really high.
3. I’m just finishing up Pillars of the Earth. This is a bit negative, but now towards the end I’m wanting to shake the author for anachronism. OTOH, I like the balance of the characters and their moral viewpoints. And I LOVE the discussion of cathedral building.
4. I happened to get to use a 20+ year old phone today. The feel of the buttons and and handset brought back a memory of several phones we had as a child. So cool how memories can get triggered.
5. I always like to see how light reflects off things. I draw mental lines from the light to the object to my eyes.
6. I watched my husband put on a tie today. He did it fast, without thinking. Early on, I helped him get his first tie, and I taught him how to tie it.
7. I can’t get this image out of my head of this little girl playing with a particular futuristic toy that is really cool. I’ll be happy to let you steal the toy idea after I’ve written my own story about it.
8. There is this lady at church with such a non-cookie cutter hairstyle, especially for her late middle age. It is short and a purplish, pink brown with blond spikes. She is just a cool lady, and great with the kids.
9. Black leather boots laced up the front.
10. There is this kid in my class who is very, very shy. And yet he has this spark in his eye. I wonder what he is thinking.

Nov
12

Hey all,

Like to read? Wanna buy my book someday? Buy a book. Like, now…

http://editorialass.blogspot.com/2008/11/crash-flow-or-what-went-wrong-in.html

I was thinking about going a different direction than I sometimes do, this Christmas. I’ll probably do what I usually do. Predictable and yet, always a surprise. Actually, it can take a long time for me to shop for books for other people, because I really want them to enjoy the book.

Sep
22

This is my report of Mountain Con. Unfortunately I was only able to attend one day, but it was a great one.

I’m going to give a shout out to all the goodness I experienced. So if you don’t really care what happened at the con, you can stop after this paragraph and take this message away with you: Brandon Sanderson (who does Writing Excuses, has published several novels, and is the chosen one to finish Jordan’s Wheel of Time series) and John Brown (with a must buy novel coming up next year) are incredible teachers. If you ever get a chance to attend a class or workshop by any of them, don’t let it pass. There is already a flowering of genre writers going on in the intermountain west, and I expect it to grow even more because of those two.

So, on to the details.

I’d hoped to catch the Brandon Mull address, but got there late. Forgetting to not feel stupid about being late, I wandered around for a little, attended an unlisted 3D graphics panel for a while, and then decided to just go ahead and sit in on Brandon Mull’s talk. Thirty seconds later, he finished. Oh well.

The next panel I took in was Exo-anthropology 101. Among the participants were Nathan Shumate, Kathleen Dalton Woodbury, Charles Galway and Eric Swedin. Beginning with a discussion about how life arose on Earth and how it could have diverged from life elsewhere, it lead into how even humans from different cultures can often barely understand each other. If we ever actually met aliens who were sentient, they’d be so difficult to communicate with we might never be able to come to terms with them. Of course, then the meaning and Meaning of intelligence was discussed. I’m not sure I could say that I learned any new pieces of information, but a healthy reexamination and a few new connections are always good for the brain. The intellect starts ticking its tock and the muse starts humming a tune. This was a great start to the day.

It got out a bit late, but I sat in on JoSelle Vanderhooft’s lovely poetry class, where she introduced me to John Donne http://www.luminarium.org/sevenlit/donne/ and made me excited about the words themselves. After that, I found the dealers room with Badali Jewelry in it. Unfortunately, I didn’t come packing extra funds to buy jewelry, but Badali’s work is beautiful and I would love to have something by them.

After a nice lunch with Kathleen Dalton Woodbury (who is the moderator of the Hatrack River Writer’s Workshop), we attended Brandon Sanderson’s first writing workshop. I’d read his book Elantris, in which I found not only a delightful and strong female protagonist but an unusual and just plain cool magic system with the premise: what happens when the magic starts to fail? I also loved the depiction of a religious system in conflict and villains who were noble in their way. I wanted to know what special writing power I could get from this Sanderson.

The answer was that I would get more than one from Brandon that day.

In his first class, I finally got a good feel for setting and how it relates in conflict to character and plot. I’m not sure I would organize my relationships between the three in exactly the same way he does, but that is just a matter of unique personal approaches. The great thing about authors imparting their way of doing things is that even if it is different they give you a different angle to see things that enlightens your own methods.

Grab everything you can learn about the art you’re engaged in. Even if you find it doesn’t work for you, that is good to know too.

I was already beginning to get an idea of one of Sanderson’s real superpowers. I will name it Zest. I went to Mountain Con in part for a battery recharge. I didn’t know that I would need it so badly at the end of the week in which a project where everything that could go wrong was going wrong deadlined. Brandon delivered that recharge in spades. I’m even excited about the non-fiction stuff I’m writing. I want to go out and help people create art.

Kathleen then taught a wonderful class on writing things that uplift the world rather than add more toxicity into it.

I hooked up with Darren Eggert, a member of Codex, and Ken Lee. Both of these talented guys were at Dave Wolverton’s workshop with me earlier this spring.

Then I did what I told myself I wouldn’t do. I bought books. I had to use the excuse on one of them that it was a Christmas present, however I always read my kids’ books. It would absolutely be something my youngest daughter is going to love. I mean, it’s as if Sanderson sat down and wondered what kind of a story she’d like and then wrote it. And I’ve been wanting her to lean more towards books in her enjoyment. Add to that the fact that it would be signed, and how excited Sanderson is about his own books and you can understand how I fell to the temptation.

I took in his main address, where he spoke about genre fiction and how it offers us more room for compassion and for writing stories that uplift us. In the same room was the recording of four podcasts of Writing Excuses, which Sanderson records along with Dan Bacon and Howard Taylor of Schlock Mercenary. Great stuff that I’ll be queuing up while I run or clean house. Because I really don’t have time. But they definitely are smart enough to be doing what they’re doing.

John Brown is a guy I went to Orson Scott Card’s Literary Bootcamp with a few years ago. He is just finishing up the final edits on his first book of a three book deal, called Servant of a Dark God. I read early versions of this and the world was very intriguing. I still have images stuck in my head. He has a seminar called “How to Write Killer Stories” that he invited Brandon to teach with him. John is organized in his approach and encourages lots of interaction. Like Brandon, he’s very excited about the craft of writing. The dynamics of the two together makes for an exciting experience.

This is where I learned of the other superpower of Brandon Sanderson. The man is disciplined. I’ve been saying for a long time that the only difference between a published writer and a non-published one is persistence: sitting down and doing it, even if you think you’ve failed. Brandon didn’t just dream about being a writer. He wrote 13 novels before he got published.

John probably doesn’t have quite so much volume, but he has been pushing the writing for years, with successes and not quite knowing how he succeeded. Rather than giving up, he kept going.

Their goal was to help other writers not have to take so long by showing them how to create stories that do what they’re supposed to and how to spark their creativity to that end.

One of the important things to do is to create Zing, as John calls it. Wow, gee whizbang is that cool kind of stuff. To do this, we have to find it and we find it by getting out there and looking for it. It’s everywhere. Using this, and combining some ideas from Orson Scott Card’s Thousand Ideas an Hour workshop can lead to ideas that are beyond cool.

I’m not going to teach their class for them, but they succeeded tremendously well. Being a writer is a lifestyle, not just a career. Inspiration is everywhere. I came away literally shivering with excitement. Okay, I maybe that was because I was beyond really hungry and a bit cold. Except that I didn’t come down off the high once I had some food in me.

And I’m still in that place. So thanks.

Sep
18

I’ve volunteered in fan organizations a couple of times, and it is a hard job, made harder by freeloaders who feel entitled because of their “special” love for the literature. Being a desperate writer is nothing special either, unless we use our powers to help others in our community.

For genre writers such as me, the best online market resource is Ralan’s. This guy keeps up this website and offers it to the public for free. It’s a lot of work and he has some expenses that make it difficult to keep up.

So, writers and friends of the obsessed, instead of watching that movie or buying that next book, donate to Ralan’s.

Sep
06

I was bummed because I’ve been missing all the con goodness. But at least the fall one is coming up in Utah. So if you live around here, you’ll see me on Saturday at Mountain Con. Some great writing workshops and will meet up with a few fellow writers.

Apr
15

Michael Heller will be awarded the Templeton prize, which is given for “progress towards research or discoveries about spiritual realities”, for his life’s work pursuing the ultimate cause. Reading his statement at the announcement of the prize, I find a kindred spirit:

“…I am interested in too many things. 

Amongst my numerous fascinations, two have most imposed themselves and proven more time resistant than others: science and religion.”

For quite a while now I’ve thought of evolution, chance, etc as simply another amazing facet in God’s creations that is an important part of a universe in which we can actually exercise our agency. So I really loved this quote and the paragraph after:

“Like in any masterly symphony, elements of chance and necessity are interwoven with each other and together span the structure of the whole. Elements of necessity determine the pattern of possibilities and dynamical paths of becoming, but they leave enough room for chancy events to make this becoming rich and individual.

…Within the all-comprising Mind of God what we call chance and random events is well composed into the symphony of creation.”

His whole statement is full of that kind of wonderful insight. Go take a look at it.

Feb
10

The claim has been made that Reiki is not a religion, but is evidence based medicine. So I decided to compare it to both religion and medicine to see where it fit best.

I think I’m a pretty good choice to do the comparison since I am both religious and scientifically minded. I hope this doesn’t knock me out of the fight against quackary, but I admit I believe in faith based healing. I’m not just talking about placebos where people feel better because they believed they were getting an active medicine. I’m LDS (Mormon) and it’s our practice to administer priesthood blessings to those who are ill or otherwise afflicted.

This type of blessing is administered privately, usually by friends or family and happens in addition to medical treatment. It involves the laying on of hands. People get healed. I’ve seen it and I’ve experienced it, though the events I’ve been around couldn’t be called Miraculous in the large sense of the word.  I have heard of such events, though, and from reputable sources.

But I’ll never claim it is evidenced based medicine.

It is the practice of a religion that started its existence in 1820 when Joseph Smith received a revelation from God. Later, God restored the priesthood as it was had in the times of Abraham and Moses and Jesus. It has its foundations in Judaism and Christianity.

Reiki is a laying on of hands activity as well. It started in Japan when Mikao Usei had a mystical experience in 1914 during fasting and meditation. While meditating under a waterfall, he received a huge influx of healing energy and discovered he had been given the ability to heal without depleting his own energy. Hawayo Takata later brought it to America.

Modern medicine has been developed through thousands of years of observation and trial and error. As we’ve come into the last 200 years or so, the rigorous application of the scientific method has refined it, such that we have now have a very good understanding of how the body works and the process of disease.

In order to give a priesthood blessing, the person must have the priesthood. This requires that he be keeping the commandments. At the time the blessing is given, the person must be in such a spiritual state that they can listen to the Holy Ghost. They must have no anger, they should be keeping the commandments, etc. The priesthood can be revoked for immoral or unethical behavior. Every worthy male of a certain age in the congregation has been given the priesthood.

The practice of Reiki is not nearly so stringent. All that is required is to become initiated or attuned by a Reiki Master. The process takes no longer than two days. Adherence to ideals is encouraged, but not necessary. Once a person has acquired this ability, they never lose it.

A medical worker usually has a minimum of one year of training (CNA) and can have over 10 years of medical training (after 4 years of previous college). Continuing education courses are often a requirement for continued practice (for doctors). 

When one administers a priesthood blessing, he calls upon God to bless the person, using the Holy Ghost as a guide for how God wants the person blessed. Assuming the answer is that God wants the person healed (not always the case), the person is healed through the priesthood by the power of God. It is unknown exactly how God accomplishes the healing.

In Reiki, life force energy is transmitted from the one healer to the patient. It automatically knows how to heal the person, because it is guided by a Higher “Divine” Intelligence. One of Reiki’s great brags is that it lacks intellectual concepts or dogma. Nothing is required of the person other than to place their hands over the body and wish.

In medicine the treatment depends on what is being treated. A broken bone is set and stabilized. Gallstones are removed. A dying liver is replaced, and the body is given chemicals to convince it not to reject the foreign liver. Irregular menstrual cycles and PMDD are treated with hormones. Very often a wait and the body will heal itself approach is considered the best course of action, as many diseases are self limiting. Treatments are constantly being discovered and refined.

Two priesthood holders are usually needed for a priesthood blessing. It is often the father or husband, and a friend who goes to the person in need. It is an act of service and would be considered evil to ask a fee for it. It is usually a one time occurrence, though several blessings may be given at critical points over the course of a long illness.

Some Reiki practitioners make a living doing this, and sometimes have rented space to practice in. In America, unless one has a friend who practices Reiki, the patient must pay for the treatment. Fees can be sliding scale, but are about $80 for in studio sessions, over $100 if the practitioner goes to the patient. Sometimes many treatments are given, often in addition to modern medicine.

Medical workers also make a living healing people, and often have large debts accrued through their medical education. There is also equipment and pharmaceuticals and sometimes hospital space that must be paid for. It can be very expensive.

The belief about priesthood blessings is that God decides what happens.

The belief about Reiki is that the practitioner and patient decide what happens.

The belief about medicine is that its success depends on the laws of nature. 

So, is Reiki a religious practice or medicine? I say it is neither, and I will further state that Reiki is not only a form of medical quackery, it is also a form of spiritual quackery. It offers warm fuzzies without any real effort other than imaging good things. True religion requires of the adherent a striving to behave well towards their fellow man. To serve those around them without the intent to gain advantage through this service.

Faith, by itself, flung into the morass of the human animal who desires only comfort and pleasure, is nothing. When you have to start to pay money for that, it crosses from being nothing to being harmful. 

For more information about Reiki visit www.reiki.org and http://danesparza.com/reiki.asp

Jan
31

There has been an interesting discussion about complementary and alternative medicine between bloggers Lynn and #1 Dinosaur. One thing I’d like to point out in this discussion is why the mind/body connection is not alternative medicine. By alternative medicine, I mean therapies that patients pursue that have little to no scientific backing.

It is not because doctors or scientists become suddenly open minded that a therapy which was previously alternative medicine becomes accepted and part of conventional medicine. It is because the scientific testing they conducted about that therapy backed it up. So when something like biofeedback turns out to be effective in certain situations, it is part of the scientific process that it becomes accepted for those situations.

Applying those therapies to illnesses for which they are inappropriate and/or not proven puts the practice right back in the ring of non-evidence based or alternative therapies.

Lynn said that because biofeedback, hypnotherapy, and guided imagery were mind/body phenomena, this meant that they were automatically alternative. I believe that part of her definition of alternative is that it addresses the spiritual. The culturally known triune of mind/body/spirit links mind/body to spirit in many people’s thinking. Under that influence, anything that would be mind/body would also be spiritual. Another interpretation of mind/body that could give it a special meaning is the ‘mind over matter’ theme which is sometimes thought of in telekinetic terms: the mind can manipulate matter without any physical connection to it.

So let’s put those two interpretations of mind/body aside and concentrate on the tested and observed connections.

The brain is connected to the body via the nervous system and through chemical messengers such as hormones and endorphins. This is a two way street: the brain sends signals to the body, and the body both replies and sends information to the brain.

So, for instance, a person wants their muscle to relax, they send a signal and it relaxes. If there is nervousness or anxiety in them so they don’t feel psychologically comfortable enough to let down their physical guard, to stop being ready at any moment for fight or flight, then they have a difficulty sending the signal to the muscle to relax. The problem is not in the body, but in the mind. So when the mind is reassured, then it can send the signal to the body so the muscle can relax. There is smooth muscle (along digestive track, contracts and when relaxed dilates blood vessels, etc) which is not under direct conscious control, but under control of the autonomic nervous system. But that part of the brain is under the influence of our conscious brain. When we are consciously stressed, the autonomic nervous system doesn’t know why. It just responds. Our blood pressure rises, our heart beats faster and we breath faster. We tense up, ready for action, even if there is no physical action that can help. Again, if we reassure our conscious brain that all is well, then the autonomic nervous system responds as well, bringing our body back into rest mode. 

So these mind/body therapies: hypnotherapy, guided imagery, biofeedback, are all just different methods of helping the mind relax and send signals to the body that all is well. There are a lot of interesting things that are occurring here, but none of them are magic.

The ways in which this can help in medicine are both far reaching and limited. Being relaxed and at peace can help healing by encouraging a resting state where good blood flow reaches extremities and compromised areas, and oxygen and nutrients are utilized for rebuilding rather than reserved for possible survival reaction (stress: fight or flight). There may also be a reduction in stress hormones that have long term damaging effects. The added benefit is that the patient feels subjectively better and may require less pharmaceutical intervention for pain relief.

But this is as far as those therapies go, in regard to physical healing. There are no energy fields at work, manipulating the matter.

Psychological healing is a different kind of thing, but again – no energy fields magically change a person’s thought processes. Just ask God.

As for Reiki, I would say it is probably like a physically enforced guided imagery. The patient has to have some belief in that particular story to work, as I imagine (I’m hardly an expert) that the imagery that works best is different for every individual. There is no physical healing going on that couldn’t be achieved by some other relaxing method. Any psychological healing occurring is more likely to be due to the human interaction involved in the therapy than any hand movement.

One other thing to understand is that feelings of tingling or warmth during Reiki can easily be attributed to the ‘guided physical imagery’ we are experiencing. Just like we can see an image in our minds (like a memory, or a picture we are painting that doesn’t yet exist) we can ‘feel’ a sensation in our minds. That experience seems less imaginary to us because we have an existing physical reference, our body, that is sending real signals at the same time. There is also a hyperawareness of the area that is being worked on. To further muddy the situation, when a subject in a study is recalling their experience, their memories are influenced by their personal beliefs.

The mind/body connection is real. It is scientifically backed up. But it is not proof of the spiritual, of alternative medicine, or anything that requires magical thinking in order to work.

 

Jan
18

Actually, it’s mostly wireless. Except the ipod.

50 minutes today with that ipod (finished a book), my HR monitor strap, HR watch, and the data recorder on the stationary bike. Then some stretching.

Okay. This heart rate monitor thing is more awesome than I thought it would be. During the workout, the data recorder picks up the data from the strap. Then, when I’m finished with my workout, I simply hook this recorder up to my computer and my workout is logged in. Right now, I need to enter distance and speed since I’m on a stationary in the house. But automatically, my minutes and heart rate are all logged in. There are several graphs I can look at comparing weekly distance, time, etc. So no only is this helping me train smarter with the monitor but it keeps my history too! When I’m outside running and biking this spring, the GPS monitor will keep track of speed and distance, automatically recorded during my workout.

I kind of wish I could go running outside now. But my drama queen skin tends to have tantrums that takes weeks to calm down if it is exposed to the cold too much. Don’t yet have a pair of gloves good enough for that long. One if these days, there will be a convergence of non-ice or snow packed roads, temps above 35-40, adults being home, and me having time. Then I’m testing this GPS device thingy.

It’s times like these when I miss the Northwest.

Jan
14

Nearly a year ago I posted something about Sandy Szwarc at Junkfood Science. As the months rolled by, my reservations grew. I started seeing her doing a lot of out of context quoting, leaving important information out of her analyses that would have contradicted her argument. But all the family docs and medbloggers I respected seemed to like her, because she does have an important point: This culture is really harsh towards people who are overweight.

But she neglects to talk about other quality of life issues that obese people face that have nothing to do with how people treat them. Knees and other joints that become injured, back pain, etc. because the human skeleton wasn’t built to sustain that kind of weight. Of course, a doctor must treat these kinds of problems with compassion and empathy. There is a lot of history that comes with that kind of weight, and assumptions shouldn’t be made nor should judgement be passed. But here is another fact: whatever treatment there is, isn’t likely to help a lot or permanently until the stress on the joint is reduced.

Finally, I found someone who agrees with my assessment. I almost published a similar post once about a different study she butchered a few months ago, but didn’t have time to finish it properly.

Once again, I’m going to tsk Sandy for not allowing comments on her site. I realize there would be a lot of garbage comments, but not allowing legitimate scrutiny of her statements, what is essentially peer review in the blogosphere, harms her credibility.